Hey, Don't I Know You?

I've just had a revelation. No angels or skies opening up. (That would have been cool, though.) Just a regular ordinary revelation.  A recognition.  Yeah, I like that word-- recognition.  Like you've met somewhere before, and you realize, oh, that's right.  That's what I've been waiting for. This is the beginning of week 2 of NaNoWriMo-- National Novel Writing Month.  I started out amazingly well, for me.  I am a slow writer.  I dally. I dilly. I dilly-dally around  words, around thoughts, around characters.  That's okay.  All writers have their own style and pace.

All last week while I was trying to get my daily production of about 1700 words a day on-screen, I realized that no matter how I tried to steer the work, I kept coming back to the same themes and characters I've been working on in my novel-in-progress.  I have about 23,000 words that I'm relatively pleased with (countless words of notes and trial and error and scenes that went nowhere), so, I thought, I'll cheat.

NaNoWriMo is supposed to be 50,000 new words churned out with the internal editor away on vacation, too far away to interfere with the writer who's hiding behind the censor.  My editor/censor doesn't take vacations. My censor like to work. What a pain.

But, that's where I am.  So be it.  I can still try to shake up my censor and get one over on her once in a while.  Like, this morning.  I was so sure I had my first chapter written and the novel would proceed from the themes I set up in that chapter.  But, I was stuck.  Which is one of the reasons I started the NaNo process.  I want to become unstuck.  Free those words and ideas that the censor has cowering in the corner with the threat of being sent to the principal's office if they squawk.

They squawked.  The principal was kinder than the censor.  HaHa!

Here's how the revelation/recognition happened.  Gene transferred my NANo words to Scrivener.  Scrivener is this fairly new tool for writers that is supposed to be easier and more intuitive. This morning I was looking at this new creature and I could not find the last chapter I had written.  So I summoned it from my Word files.  I re-read it.  I liked it.  And then, (drum roll, please) I recognized that this chapter should be the first chapter because it introduces themes and characters that play out in the rest of the work.

So, thank you NaNoWriMo, for jiggling loose some thoughts that might have stayed in the wrong place if I hadn't taken your challenge, and then modified your challenge to my own purposes. It's good to recognize a friend you've met for the first time.